My Story

My Story

As I write this and self reflect on where I came from to where I am now, I do so with SO MUCH GRATITUDE.

Growing up, as a small child I remember having imaginary friends. While in church I know I could see and feel the angels around me. I would look at the pictures on the walls of the angels and they were alive. I would go down into the basement of the church and feel people around me. I was never alone. My mom has told me, any time I was alone as a child I would be talking to people.

As I grew up, like many others, I feel society can impact our growth and what we believe in and know. So like many, I went on living with my abilities sitting on a shelf waiting to be dusted and used.

I went to college, got married and started my family. As time went on something was missing. So I joined a group of spiritual friends who were mediums and we met often to practice our craft and support each other. As life got busier with me and 2 children in sports, I put my gifts on a shelf “once again” waiting for them to be used.

Fast forward a few years….. I found myself missing pieces in my life. It was nagging at me, but I couldn’t figure out what it was.

Leading up to 2013 I found myself in a very deep depression. One day, I will never forget this moment as it saved my life. I had an Earth Angel come to me and ask me, “Have you ever considered moving on, and you deserve so much more?” then went on to say, “You deserve to be happy and I miss your smile and your laugh.” THOSE WORDS CHANGED MY LIFE!! (to this day this person does not remember telling me these things). That was my confirmation that I was needing to move on to find ‘me’ and my purpose.

I then made a decision to step into my biggest fear after being at what I call my rock bottom, my “dark knight of the soul”. I stepped into the unknown, and got a divorce. Not knowing what my life would look like moving forward. The fear was huge in, “how will I survive”. I made very little money and left with a vehicle and my clothes. I just had thyroid surgery, and was going through a cancer scare, waiting for results. It was a choice I HAD to make. I chose my ‘life’ over the struggles I would face moving forward, with little to no money at times. I had to find my bigger purpose. It was not always easy in many ways. My healing journey was tough as I had no support and was on the journey alone. But I knew there was something bigger out there for me!

I started back on my spiritual path. A path of healing, discovering, growing and opening my consciousness, awareness and my psychic abilities.

Once I stepped into the fears and TRUSTED the universe, things started to happen for me after I received my first Usui Reiki attunement, thank you to Cynthia Serby from Essential Energy Healing. It changed my whole life. I remember during the attunement the emotions started flowing, it was as if “I was on my path to coming home again”. It was my gateway to my ascension, my “Phoenix Rising”. I have so much gratitude for Cynthia and that moment, it is beyond what I could ever describe.

Over time my intuition opened up, my channeling opened up, my empath abilities strengthened, and I found gifts I never knew I had, and some resurfaced that I had stuffed away all those years ago.

I then found myself in a job that the people around me didn’t have the compassion I had for others. I started to get sick again. I learnt from my past that I needed to listen to my guides in deeper ways. I knew I just couldn’t work there anymore. It wasn’t what my soul craved.

I started getting dreams of what was needed in my life to thrive and grow. Each step of the way.

I then went into more holistic healing and started my own practice. I was certified in Reflexology & Indian Head Massage. These modalities have been amazing for me to reach so many people and help them. They have opened more of my gifts and led me to many more courses.

Following my guidance again, I stepped into becoming an Angelic Reiki Master Teacher® and Certified Soul Coaching Practitioner®. These modalities have brought me big lessons and so much joy & abundance, in helping to guide and support others on their journey, as well as opening even more of my psychic gifts.

As my awareness and vibration grew, I came to a point of having to do the deep shadow work. (which never ends haha).

The shadow work that some have told me "Oh that's easy stuff! ". I personally am not going to say it is easy. Without doing the shadow work I feel I can not ascend fully into the 5th Dimension and higher. It has been a pivotal part of my journey thus far.

The shadow presents itself when it is time, and there are things we need to recognize about ourselves. Seeing who we are and accepting pieces of us and healing other pieces as well. I feel it brings us to a space of sovereignty. Freedom to see & live life in a different way.  And for me the biggest part of it, has brought me to a space of a higher vibration, unconditional love for myself & others and my own personal sovereignty, a space of gratitude and a space of ‘being’.

MUCH LOVE & LIGHT,

Sue